yeaps! guess quite alot of ppl dunno abt this event thatz happening at west coast park over the weekends....itz a family event...by flying kites haaaaa
and so on sat me & jon went library to study first...den afternoon made our way down to west coast park....lucky that its a pretty nice weather....nice wind to fly kites....we just walk around seeing other people and admire other kites lolx [=
i love every moment being with you (=
mainly because i've chosen jonathan over you...not because of the 9-yrs friendship, but many other unexplainable reasons....
thanks for your honest confession...it did touched my heart at some point of time....but i still want to say: my heart goes all the way to jonathan already....
im very sorry....sorry that you fell in love with me at the wrong time....pls be strong....and be happy....
*drawing circles......*
it saddens me when i knew itz because of me....
i've nothing to say but to apologise.....sorry that i had hurt you....sorry that you've lost to time,fate and a guy who gone through much more with me....i cant tell who's better because i dun even want to make any comparisons between both of you....both are nice in your own way...
please please dun do things that harm you body....please live on happily....i dun worth it....
silly me...i shldnt think so much...shld put more faith in us wrking on this r/s....
jia you!! jia you!!!
another thing for sure: i love him loads [=
with my bestie of 9-yrs, Jonathan Soh (=
just settled a lump sum of money for this semester school fee....sobx...settled my bills.....sobx....now two bank account dry le.... T_T
must really save up when my full-time job starts....coz i gt many many plans to accomplish!!! KAMBATEI nehz [=
apart from financial matter....i really really need to buck up my studies!!!! i totally falling behind seh....half the semester gone and i dunno ath on wat i've studies!!!! my assignments can be by luck but i think i will die during exam....and i cant afford to fail!! i dun even want to just pass....i want to get at least a credit or distinction [=
2 more days to fasting!!! this year not only fast for all my dearest malay friends...but also to support the hope for hunger campaign...and to lose weight....and to save money....haaaaa
c'mon gal....jia you!!!!!
i finally understand the true meaning of this song....and i love it (=
got to spent a gd 2hrs with a gal aged around 5??she's damn cute!!! and pretty....and quite smart for a 5yr old....but she gt impatient attitute....hmmmm....makes me want to sqeeze her hard hard lolx =p
im so fat, ugly, stupid and short....why am i still attracting attention from ppl in my workplace...even when i wear my nerdy specs to wrk almost everytime haaaa....hmmmm i think these guys are really blind or they need to change specs...seriously...i shld just continue to be more chui =p
seriously, i dun want any more confessions from any other guys...itz a very headache matter lolx...
gotten keep myself occupied....work.assignments.school.
Dear God, please help me take care of him whenever im not around...thank you.
right now im still working on it....just finish a 800-words essay....now tackling with 300-words case study to complete....i hate case studies!!! coz itz too restricted for me to write anything...sigh....i need to upgrade my thinking cap le.....
anyway im paid to play games for 4hrs haaaa....today totally no customer come to the cafe so me & my colleagues just play some strategy games...each game took us ard 1hr+ to complete....guess that 4-hrs kill alot of my braincells seh....i was so tired when i reach home and slp for awhile haaaaa
c'mon gal....focus focus focus......
went to watch G.I Joe after that...i think itz nice!!!! though someone eventually fell aslp at some point of time =p
den went to old wdl central to eat chay kuay teow & prawn noodles....haaaa
okie, shld continue my HRM assignment now....for the first time, i spent so much time and wrote nth much.....*sigh*
yeah! finally gt a chance to go sun-tanning with my mei mei....this poor gal has been jio-ing me go suntanning since.....last year?? but i always busy busy busy..... =p promise that will go again before your sch starts yea (=
wooo~~~~~ i got a distinction for my first assignment for Hospitality Services Management!!!! (= so super happy coz i only did the proposal two days before due date?? itz abt opening a resort on xmas island (= i love that island manz.... itz a gd start....shall do well for 2nd part of my proposal and study hard for the last written paper....hopefully can get HD for final result ((((=
hmmm....im in a confused state....thatz alot of things i dun understand....am i plain stupid or im just thinking too much??? hmmmmmmmmmmmm
izit me that gotten bad karma or izit jon or maybe is both of us....but i nv do any bad things recently....not that i can rmb....so most probably caused by jon....bullying me will get bad karma =p
few days ago we got an amk "tour" to look for nice & famous food stall for our lunch....so first mission is to find fried prawn mee...took us ard 30-45mins to find that stall....and the auntie told us they only open at 1630hrs....kkz fine....so we decided to go look for botak jones (not intending to eat there but just want to know the location) so we walked for another...hmmm....30min+ to find that place?? den we continue to walk to look for aloha famous for salmon....and thatz took us ard 1hr+ to find that place....and as suay as we can be....it's closed!!!! sigh.....we being walking from 1430hrs to 1630hrs and we probably walked 3/4 of the amk area i guess....so eventually we walked back to amk central and ate vegetarian food to reduce watever sin we've done.... lolx...
thatz not the worst....yday we planned to reece a walk for 23aug with our dearest sec sch buddies....our plan is to walk from west coast park, passby clementi woods park, den NUS den henderson waves followed by hortpark, and lastly mt faber....whole walk is ard 15km.....
our actual walk started at west coast...somehow walking along the PSA port area....ended at har paw villa....went in walk walk awhile and paid $1 to went inside "THE HELL" but only see the first stage and come out due to some reason....took a bus to hbf...bought roadside ice-cream and ended up listening to anger words by the ice-cream uncle coz he's unhappy with s'pore...do a "vivo tour" coz jon is still very lost inside there....bought LJS and ate at sky park while waiting for firework....and eventually we only "heard" and "see" flashes of fireworks....disappointed....walk to marina @ keppel bay.....walk to mt faber....ran up a hill where a long queue of cars jamming up there looking at us and probably thought we were crazy....and finally at last we reached henderson waves.....at least something is right this time....and so we walk & walk & walk till we reached hortpark....since it's closed we have to walk outside to get to kent ridge park....got lost inside an eerie rows of mansion areas....kena scared by two dogs' barking....reached a junction where either left or right is a dead end and whereby the main road is so near us yet we cant get out of those mansions!!!!....U-turn back...barked by the 2 dogs again..back to hortpark and continue walking another route.....was on the right track till we reached science park (at that time we still figuring if we reached science park or NUS)...took a 50/50 bet and a POSB save our life!!!!! (jon's used to attached to one of the company at science park, and the posb is where he check his pay) haaaa.....and so we just keep walking till we reached the main road.....guess we nv being so happy to see a bus!!! lolx....took a bus to clementi....washed up and have supper....waited for 45mins for NR...never come....crossed the road waited for another 45mins for night owl....and we ended up at jurong point and waited for first bus back to wdl....[=
another 4hrs+ to wrk....watever it is ....today will be a better day haaaaaa
She is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love her
And I'm sorry about the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she's crying while she's saying this
"Boy I missed your kisses all the time but
This is twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far
Boy I'm sorry you are Twenty five minutes too late"
Against the wind I'm going home again
Wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends
Out in the streets
Places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
Inside my head still I can hear the words she said......
often people say "late is better than never"....but when it comes to love and relationships ppl only learn to treasure the one they love after they have lost them....so can we still say itz not too late to love yet??
i've lost one before...thatz why im holding you tightly close to me....how abt u??
a great day at work.
a great evening in class.
a great night spent with pam, linny & kailing.
yet deep down i know im not happy at all....but i believe i've put up a gd show for today [=
as usual i just need more BnJ ice cream will do...
i believe i'll be fine in a few days yea (=
a big hug for khai: thank you for keeping your promise till the last min!!! really appreciate that yea (= pick a day for our date ya haaa
and i owe no-one an explanation watz going on over the weekends...full stop (=