if me dunno i really dunno who knows except for himself....
izit because i did smth unknowingly that anger him?? or did i say smth wrong?? or because im stupid and childish that disgusted him?? or izit purely because of "the last lecture" that made him reflected soooooo much that he just changed like that??
i just kept thinking and thinking and thinking throughout the whole day, the whole lecture....
honestly, im utterly upset....im utterly hurt.....i rather he say nasty things, scold me or do watever evil things to me but giving me cold shoulder!!!!!
if we were besties, why cant u just share smth with with me?? i think it's not fair to treat me like that....if i din do ath wrong...if i really did smth wrong...u can just say it out right?? watz meant by last meal?? watz meant by activities accomplished?? i still can list out many many things for us to do you know??!!!!
DAMN IT!!! why am i crying over a mushroom...................i cant help thinking im probably going to lose my best buddy....and it really pain my heart....